Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Hi Everyone!


Well, it's been awhile haven't posted anything here.. well, to tell you what's happening to me here.. well, I'M SURVIVING (somehow)..


Also I need to move out from the room I'm renting now, I don't like it there anymore and Thank God, He was so nice to show me right away a place for me.. close to CHURCH, SUPERMARKET, WET MARKET, JOLIBEE, POST OFFICE.. and still one ride to my work..


I've completed the nine night mass here! I wish and pray that God will help me find a good job abroad, (if no one can help me on that.. I hope He help me pass in agencies I will try apply for decent job, and hope and pray that is with nice&kind&fair employer.. and by the way, I have funny experience, but also an answered prayer again.. everytime I hear priest read the Gospel, in my mind I said.. when can I try read the Gospel for the Holy Eucharist.. last night, the nuns don't have anyone to read for them..as narrator to a short tableu, I thought its going to be the introduction for the Christmas Mass.. but guess what? It is the Gospel!!!! I did read the Gospel for everyone! I am the narrator of the Gospel..! I love you Lord! I think that's really something.. a GIFT for me this CHRISTMAS coz He knew I'm going through a lot of trials right now.. heartaches and pains.. and He knew I won't get a lot of Christmas presents so He gave me the BEST OF ALL.. to narrate Mary's giving birth to Jesus and that's in the Gospel which supposed to be the Priest will read it for everyone but I did! I love you Lord Jesus Christ! Tears dropped in my eyes again.. coz I know I have a lot of questions to Him and in Time He will reveal the answers to me.. just not now.. not yet.. God have a big plan for me.. but He always show to me my PREMONITION! THE NUNS! I thought since I'm on holiday now.. I won't see any nuns anymore because I am always with them when I'm at work.. but to my surprise, today, this morning, I visit a mall near my place, I said, I hope there's no nuns here.. but just when I got out of the Exit door of the mall, there are three nuns right in front of me:-)) I said, this is crazy, I hope its just a co-incident.. and not like God is sending me a message.. "This is how I want you to become.." but Lord, "I'm in Love!!! What can I do?" (coz He knew I want to become a nun someday.. but because I've fallen in love to a man, I've forget that plan to enter a congregation.. did not even want to join anymore.. I'M SORRY..)

Well, that's all for now.. Thank you all and hope you have a great Christmas, a prosperous New Year and wonderful life ahead for each one of us here! Take care and God bless us all!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

SANA...

Bakit ganito.. mahal ko talaga siya.. pero hindi ko magawang kalimutan ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.. sinubukan ko pero hindi ko magawang alisin..

Sana makalimutan ko rin ang nararamdaman kong ito.. kasi kahit ginagawa ko ito.. nasasaktan ako kapag naiisip ko na darating ang araw talagang magkakalayo kami bilang magkaibigan dahil maaaring makatagpo siya ng babaeng mamahalin at hindi iyon imposible dahil binata siya..

Sana.. makalimutan ko ang nararamandaman ko para sa kanya.. nasasaktan na kasi ako..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

A Fan Meets Mika Immonen



This is a disaster yet a remarkable day for me..

REMARKABLE day for me.. he said.. "You've made it." I only say YES..? (but SORRY the truth is I didn't really make it.. he's finish on his match when I arrivedCry

Tonight I realize that there are really dreams and wishes that can come true.. I had alot.. and yet I still dont believe them.. that some of my wishes came true.. and one of them is to meet Mika in person or to really just watch him in action.. I'm going to do that next time.. when I have all the time to just watch him play pool..

Take care and good luck Mika.. I hope you'll keep yourself humble and focused to what you loved doing. THANK YOU for your time..

Thank you for reading..

I will always cherish this very remarkable day in my life.. added to my precious moments.. GOD THANK YOU.. You're always great in giving me what I want.. It takes time but it's worth the wait.. Laughing

GOD.. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU.. I love you for being patient and so loving to me.. even you know I've not been so good to You.. GOD THANK YOU.. THANK YOU for this day and forward yet to unfold..what are other surprises await for me? I DON'T KNOW.. but THANK YOU..

THANK YOU MIKA IMMONEN.. Good luck in all your life endeavors.. may you be safe and healthy at all times:-) Take care.. again, THANK YOU! And ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

THANK YOU! Until the time we meet again!