Paalam..Goodbye..

Today.. finally.. I was able to speak to my boss and tell her all my concerns and things that I like to do.. one of them is STOP TEACHING..I love teaching..I love molding young minds..help them create their hopes and dreams and achieve them.. The decision to give up my job..is a hard and tough decision for me..because I'm leaving the place I only trust..all over Manila..and the Philippines.. It is hard because I love that place.. I've learned many things.. met good people.. and strengthened and deepened more my faith.. my ALL BEING as a person.. it is hard because I love the sisters.. but there's a lot of things in my life right now..that nobody can help but only ME.. and I need not only to plan but DO ACTIONS in all those plans.. God help me.. I love you.. I hope that what I'm doing right now is right and I will not regret it one day.. I know that you're the one who put me there..that no matter how I try to avoid that place before they hire me..you still put me in that place and keep me feel safe and all my values and my morals in life.. God please guide me..to my new path.. I hope that things will be okay as I try to take a new direction..

I was crying when I left work today even though it was not my last day at work yet..but just knowing I will be leaving that place I stayed for more than 5years..its hard.. especially that I have a lot of good memories in that place.. good learnings.. good and bad experiences.. but then after that, I told myself too that I have to move on and be strong..its hard though but life has to go on and maybe, this is just a start of unfolding what God has planned for me..or maybe I was just blind to see that? I don't know.. but my eyes feel pain already from crying too much, also, for trying not to cry.. I think it puts air in my frontal lobe..but then I know its just my way of thinking..but it feels like I'm lost today.. but then.. I don't know..just help me pray to find a good job.. most especially.. abroad..but with kind employers..I wish there's someone who can help me here now..I am afraid to fall to some scam agencies or human trafficking syndicates.. I hope that God will always keep me safe and my father and my sister and her family..

Thank you for reading.. Thank you K.. hugs and kisses:-)