Happy Don Bosco Feast Day to all the Salesians!

My father celebrated his 64th birthday last January 11! we cooked food and also eat fruit salad.. I enjoyed time with my family.. then I go home (No I dont drink even its my father's birthday...Wink)

I've been busy at work coz we just celebrate our Feast Day.. January 28-30, it is Don Bosco's Feast Day and we held sportsfest with our students here.. funny, coz I've been there celebrate the sportsfest and there's no injuries happened in the past three years but in the last three days of celebration and playing games, alot of our students were injured in Basketball, volleyball, and badminton.. some dislocate their fingers, hurt their arms, toes and head in basketball and in volleyball while that one in badminton, one of our students accidentally hit her playmate with the badminton equipment.. but then thank God, its not that bad at all.. they still enjoy the game and I was not able to watch the action and everything because I was busy doing office jobs and also printing their certificates for the awarding ceremony on Monday.. we ate lunch very late.. still everything happened was something and It was fun.. we were all happy..Cool

Another thing, I have answered prayer again, and that is I'm the COMMENTATOR in our Mass today! It is my first time..! kinda scary but I'm happy.. I even try to sing because our choir can't sing because their voices already dry and gone from screaming and wooing for their team mates in the last three days..hahahhaa... so funny.. it was impromptu.. but fun.. I Love my life.. Thank you Lord..Laughing




Well, its Don Bosco's Feast day again.. and Salesians made a big impact in my life and I guess.. they really influenced me.. Don Bosco and Laura Vicuña and Jesus and Mary's life made a big difference in my life.. giving me more direction of what to take and do only the right and JUST for other people.. their teachings are the best, their beliefs and faith are very strong which really inspired me to keep clinging and hoping and praying that things will be okay in my life someday.. I hope I can keep myself strong and always in the right path way of living life here on earth.. I love you Lord, I love you Don Bosco, for your love to the young keeps me going and try to help those who are strayed and give light to those who need direction..that is becoming a TEACHER.. thank you for everything..

I love the message of Sr. Merlinda in her talk during our Gratitude Day for her last Tuesday, that is to be always thankful to everything that God gave to you.. big or small, being sad or being happy.. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE if we will just BELIEVE and do something to it.. so keep believing and have strong faith to God.. Love will also come just when we need it.. and wherever we may be.. let's keep those people we love in our prayers and thank them wherever they may be.. so I'M SENDING THIS TO EVERYONE..

THANK YOU to my FATHER = for all you support and understanding, love and care for me and my sister.. you never remarry because of us..and because you were afraid that if you try to get another woman.. she will just hurt us.. or maltreated us.. THANK YOU.. you sacrifice many things for us.. I LOVE YOU.

THANK YOU to TNR = for the love I felt for you.. for all the good and bad times, for all hardships we've been through, we keep ourselves strong, sometimes, we are in the edge of really giving up but then here we are, still friends and we dont know what we have yet we can't give up.. THANK YOU for all your care for me.. but I really do hope, you find that one special love you want for yourself..coz I know you can't love someone like me.. I'm too conservative for you..

THANK YOU to my BESTFRIENDS especially to BESILDA and MS. CON = you were always there for me when I needed a friend, when I cry and when I'm sad, you never get tired to give your unsolicited advice and support in everything that I do.. you believe in me and appreciate me for whoever and whatever I am.. you two were very close to me like a REAL SISTER.. I LOVE YOU and I hope you will never change as time goes by.. Thank you for all your understanding, love, care and support to me..

THANK YOU to MIKA = thank you for being so understanding and approachable person.. I admire you in all your work.. I thank God for He gave me the opportunity to meet you in person! (Well, I miss to see you in action again..)

THANK YOU to my TEACHERS = in ELEMENTARY, HIGH SCHOOL, AND COLLEGE, they have been supportive to me and gave me very good advices..

THANK YOU to all my MENTORS = thank you for believing in me and to things that I can contribute to make a difference in the lives of a many people..especially to my students..

THANK YOU to GOD = thank you for all Your support, unmeasurable or infinite love, understanding, care, and to all the blessings You gave to me.. I love You.. I don't know where I'll be without you in my life.. I don't want to lose You and I'm sorry if I commit mistakes or offended You.. Thank you for all the answered prayers.. for all the blessings you gave me.. for helping my father when he got sick, for letting me meet Mika, for letting TNR come here for my birthday, for letting me read the Gospel in our Holy Mass last December 24, for giving me an active mind to think of to do what is only right and best for me and for my family.. for giving me correct thinking in choosing people to be friends and those who can stay to be my friends in my whole life.. I love you in everything You gave me, I praise and really, thank you for many things you bring into my life.. I may not have much in life but I have YOU.. seemed all perfect for me (sometimes I asked if I dont love TNR, is my premonition gives me the idea that I should be a nun.. I dont know..).. Thank you for giving me the heart so true, so pure, so forgiving and trusting and loving.. THANK YOU..

THANK YOU ALL and Take care! GOD BLESS US ALL!


Mirriam

Hi!

Hi guys.. its 2009.. still feeling the same.. but then lately doin some stupid things just to stop this feeling for him.. anyways, life's like that..

I miss a lot of people when 2008 finish and 2009 arrive.. realizing that I know I can't have them back and have to start another year without those few good friends I have.. its because they have to move somewhere or work somewhere.. while others are starting to settle down this year..losing more.. friends..

I've started January not so good, I was sick from first of January until the fifth day and start working.. while at work, its very busy and also not very good to start this year.. our computer give up and shut down.. we're still waiting for new computers or new donations..? then I we have this students who is really getting me to my nerve and just.. argh.. I don't want to say anything anymore..

And also, keep thinking why everywhere I go, even in malls, I always see nuns.. I call them my PREMONITION of myself..but I hope its just a coincidence.. coz even when I was with TNR.. I saw a nun! we both saw a nun.. and he knew that I call them my premonition..so funny..

Right now.. I'm just starting to be quiet to TNR.. quiet as in not contacting him in texts.. I am like that.. when I feel I like to be quiet or just have some quiet time.. it will take few days or a week before I start contacting a person or a friend again.. its thinking, discerning.. my evaluating and reflecting process.. on things that are happening to me, to my work, to my family.. what do I want next, what I can do next.. where do I go from here.. what to do next.. where to head or where to turn my next journey.. what stop in my life that brings many things to me, changes or life learnings.. what decisions I need to take or what decisions or what part in my life I was wrong in my decisions? things like that..

I hope to do many things for my family.. but I need only one good opportunity.. but I don't know when it will come to me.. I hope SOON..

Take care of you all.. and I hope I will also be successful in forgetting that feeling I only feel for only one person.. that is TNR.. pray for me..

Hi to Mika! miss to see u po.. I hope to see u play pool here again! I hope to bring my friend TNR.. so that he see and meet you in person.. He knew you're my crush:-) and he knew WHO I LOVE.. my golly.. here i am again.. anyway, take care always Mika! you're one of THE BEST THING that ever happened in 2008! one of the BEST GIFTS I received last year! Take care and congratulations!