Loving life more..

I'm here again, typing words..

Nothing.. I just feel that I'm blessed by my faith by answering my prayers.. yes.. some of them took years before it came true.. while some of them happened instantly.. One of the things I realized.. if your heart is focused on what you really want and keep on praying on it.. and just let God do His work and He will give it to you.. especially when He thinks its right time for you to have what you prayed for..

I love my life more today..for the reason..that I'm alive and I can find ways how to make my plans in life become reality.. I just hope and pray that I will be safe to the place I will be in the next two years.. Yes, I am afraid..because I do not know a single word in their language.. also their culture.. nor if their faith can accept mine.. Again, I put my life to God.. I hope He will work on me and take care of me wherever I may go..whoever people I am with.. and will still meet in my journey..

I decided to take this job opportunity because I believe.. those people who need me here can live their life without me now.. but they know.. wherever I may be.. they can always count on me.. my love for them will always be there.. and I will keep them with me wherever I may go.. in my heart.. and in my memory..

I am just sad because somehow.. I am missing some people in my life and a single man.. and that person really have a big part of my being.. No.. nothing happened between us that is more than friendship..its just hard to forget someone who is always special to you.. but I hope when I go away from here.. I could learn to forget him and start anew..

I am thankful to all those people who never give up on me.. those people who never stop believing in me.. in my talents, in my skills, in my knowledge, in my principles in life, in my aspirations in life, and more.. my character.. they believe I deserve more.. I deserve best.. but let's just think this way.. my decision in going abroad.. is just a step in having the best.. including that person best for me..

I love you Lord, thank you for everything you have done for me.. I hope You never get tired supporting me..and taking care of me.. and my family and friends.. again, I'm asking You to please take care of me again when away from my family and friends.. Thank you.. I love you..

Thank you for reading.. God bless us all.. kisses :-*